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i want to sleep next to someone warm.
the cold is finally coming into this little city,
the condensation just builds like milky little tears on my window pane
as though the cold cries for me to touch it again.
this city is just the soft roar of my head falling two feet under.
i remember as a child, waking too close to the dream
too afraid, too far from reality to know what ends and what begins
pulling myself out of my cotton sheets and through the honey-night
heavy-breathing, heavy handed hands around my lungs
suddenly i'm four years old again and it'smelbournemidnight
this side of the coast seems to have warmed up every embrace
as though the cities on this side are dilated closer together.
three thousand from you feels like three million
and i still let you in.
the cold is finally coming into this little city,
the condensation just builds like milky little tears on my window pane
as though the cold cries for me to touch it again.
this city is just the soft roar of my head falling two feet under.
i remember as a child, waking too close to the dream
too afraid, too far from reality to know what ends and what begins
pulling myself out of my cotton sheets and through the honey-night
heavy-breathing, heavy handed hands around my lungs
suddenly i'm four years old again and it's
this side of the coast seems to have warmed up every embrace
as though the cities on this side are dilated closer together.
three thousand from you feels like three million
and i still let you in.
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heartbeat
my heartbeat
can’t speak
little micro likes (within a second)
and half-hearted answers
(half-beat rancid answers)
it’s almost like
you admire the thing
and the “me" behind it
(the character behind the creation)
is less insightful
more repulsive
(the villain only redeemed by the makings)
lacking the passion of chemistry
rolled over with the thirst of a genuine adoration
does my personality repulse you that much?
right?
wrong
forget it
drink it up,
make the friction within the walls a room over
put hands in pockets on your last day
there are hands in pants on mine
hands on tables and drunken (t
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"tuck me in, adele"
muttered through a dark, dense room (with bodies and breathing)
giggled through boyish over-muscled teeth
turned on me like;
“you would know how to manipulate - wouldn’t you, kava?
when you lie, you lie with practice”
I’ll write out these behavioural patterns
in patterns
turned into pictures
tapping out of my features
as though that’s the only animate part of me
breathing is negligible
neurosis is needed
especially in building up a boy (you)
i didn’t need to need
but cut out parts of me
so that you could fill a hole you didn’t want in on
filled by
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you’ll always find another place to go
you’ll always find another wound to grow
grow another womb inside yourself
to go
home to
so that you can rub the feeling out of your skin
the baby-faced hate around your eyes
down my cheeks
where
that water’s only vice
is that of gravity
the perverseness of the wetness
the innocence you vacillate in
and anxiety as it leaves you on cold gym equipment.
find me in my shallows of it
puddled at your feet
all raining down
looking up
soaking back up into your thews
suddlenly in a pool of it,
deep and warm and bright in the dark.
one street over
artificial and blue
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